I’m not sure how to blog about this. Maybe I shouldn’t even share it. It’s been on my mind for quite some time. I feel her dignity needs to be kept in mind. But on the other hand, I also think it’s an important stage in a girl’s life and letting other moms with girls with autism know they are not alone during this transition is also important,

So here’s the thing. Courtney is 10 years old and I’m going to just come out and say it…puberty (aka menstruation for females) is around the corner. And when I say around the corner…all the signs are there and have been for a while.

I’m not ready. What mom is?

Now let’s add severe autism to the mix.

Let’s add minimally verbal to the mix.

Let’s add still in diapers to the mix.

I’m scared. I’m anxious. I’m not ready.

This is my little girl. Sure, chronologically and physically, it’s about time. Mentally, emotionally, cognitively…she needs more time. I need more time!

I’m just going to say it…I’m definitely in a fragile state as this next transition approaches. she caution…tread lightly.

To the other mom’s at a similar cross road…I see you. I feel your anxiety. Hugs!